A quiet house...

The house is quiet right now. I just tucked Paul in. All I can hear is the tv (Roseanne) and the cats collar clinking on his food dish. Of course he thought he was starving again tonight!! Lol...

Anyways, I had a busy day today. I got up this morning and went straight to Wal-Mart and spent 150 bucks. I enjoy going to Wal-Mart without Paul. He's always rushing me and I like to look. Lol... I got alot of stuff.... toothpaste, toothburshes, cat littler, cat food, toilet paper, paper plates, laundry soap, fabric softner, candles, and tons of other stuff. I also got Paul some new undies... He seems to like them. And I got me some new ear rings, I really like them. Oh, and I got a new fingernail polish. It's really pretty, so during AMC I did my nails. Paul said they were looked nice.. .Of course he didn't notice himself, I had to point it out. But that's nothing new. Lol..Then after AMC I went to Kroger to get a few things. I got an avacado for Paul, some jelly, mayo, and some of those TGIF sweet smokey chicken tenders. Man those are good. lol...

Paul and I worked out today. I haven't lost any weight since last week. I did some sit ups today. It felt good. If I'm not sore tomorrow I want to do someone, and if no ones in the club house. I hate working out when people are in there, I feel like they're watching me. Thank goodness no one was in there today.

I ordered the South Beach Diet book today from Amazon. I'm going to give it a try. Should be interesting. My book should be here sometime next week.

My mom said she mailed me my picture. But the albums she had were one 3 and under or 7 and up. She left my 4-5 years in storage. So she sent me a pic from when I was 7. That should work...

I also called my dad today. It's his 50th birthday. Although he didn't call me on my birthday, didn't even send me a card... figures... And even when I mentioned my birthday he didn't say happy birthday... Who cares if he says it 10 days late... It would have been nice to hear him say it. Oh well... I also told him that we weren't getting married at Grandma and Grandpa's and he didn't say anything about forgetting to ask them for me... Whatever Dad. I really don't care anymore. He said he'd come visit me if I had tickets to the Superbowl. Actually he said he would fly in Sunday morning, I could pick him up from the airport, and then he would fly out that night. He's never coming to see me. Whatever... he's an ass anyways... in the fact that he doesn't give a shit about me. I mean I'm getting married to the guy I've been living with for 4 years and he's never met him, talked to him, or even asked about him. Shows me how much he cares... Once again, Asshole!!

Anyways, enough of that crap. The cat is kneeding "his" blankey. Lol... Trying to make it nice and soft so he can curl up and go to sleep... hopefully. Lol...

Oh, I finished my book today. And I was right, it was the boyfriend Trevor. But there were ALOT of circumstances that made him kill Honor. It was a good book though, I think I've talked Paul into reading it so I'm not going to mention to many details here in case he does.

I've started reading another book. (I know I go from one book to another). I've started reading Island by Richard Laymon. Here's what the back of the book says:

When Rupert Conway set out on a cruise with seven other people, he planned to swim a little, get some sun and relax. He certainly didn't plan to get shipwrecked. But after the yatch blew up, that's what happened -- he and his shipmates were stranded on a deserted island. Luckily for them, the island has plenty of fresh water and enough food to last until they get rescued. And luckily for Rupert, most of his fellow castaways are attractive women.
But that's where his luck ran out -- because the castaways aren't alone on the island. In the dense jungle beyond the beach there's a maniac on the loose, a killer with a murderous heart, a clever mind and a taste for blood. He doesn't like his new neighbors and plans to slaughter them all.... one by one.

Sounds pretty damn good to me. I'll let you know!!!

TRUST!!

In class tonight I learned that I trust Paul. All my life I've had trust issues with men, thinking that they would leave eventually. My father left when I was 3 and has never been interested in my life. And then I had my step-dad. He was in my life for 13 years and then suddenly (and I do mean suddenly) left one day and has never spoken to me since. So naturally I would believe that Paul would leave eventually, but I have overcome that, and believe that I can trust him and feel safe and vulnerable around him and he won't take advantage of it. I think this is an amazing thing to have in someone. I think he is the only person that I completely trust. I also believe that the reason it took us so long to set a wedding date (4 years) was because Paul knew subconsiously that I didn't trust him. And that I subcounsioulsy wouldn't marry someone I didn't trust; although I didn't realize this problem until today. And now that I have complete trust in Paul I am ready to get married.

I also believe that we choose our parents. We choose the situation that we are born into so we can learn something from them or that situation. I feel like I learned that I deserve better then my mother has had in her life. I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!! I have also learned from my parents that you can trust certain people. It's a shame that I had to learn this by not being trusted and not trusting the men in my life, but I learned that I can trust. I am thankful for that. I can trust myself, and I can trust Paul. This is a very freeing day for me. And I love it!!

Anyways, on a lighter note... I cleaned today. Lol.. as usual. I also did alot of reading today. I am now 229 pages into my book. Only 184 pages left to do. I will definitly have it all read by tomorrow.

I also made my alterations appointment today. FINALLY!! It's for Thursday, Februaury 2, 2006.

My mother called and gave me Aunt Judy's address today so I can send her a wedding invitation when we mail them out in a few weeks. That'll be nice to see her. The last time I saw her I was about 13ish.

I also told my mom to send me a picture of me when I was about 5 years old. It's for next weeks homework. We have to look into our child's eye's and see what we need or want. It should be interesting. I'm looking foward to it.

I feel like I am bettering myself everyday and am loving it. I know Paul is enjoying it too because I am not so controling or uptight anymore. He doesn't have to be afraid to come home from work anymore. I'm not so unpredictable anymore. And I love that he feels more comfortable around me now. I hate that I put him through so much crap when we first got together, but I have also learned alot from what I did when we first got together... So again, it was a learning experience. Paul was put in my life to teach me how to better myself. And to teach me that I deserve to better myself for ME not for someone else. So for that, I thank you Paul... I love you with all my heart!!!

Grey's Anatomy Shocker!!!

OMG!!! Paul and I are watching Grey's Anatomy and we just found out that Izzy has an 11 year old child that she put up for adoption when she was 16. So that means Izzy is 27. This was a total shocker!!! I just had to put it in my blog, to remember this episode always.

Anyways, I'm a little less sore today. It's just my ankle that's sore today. I tripped and fell last night on my way to bed and twisted it again. So I slept with an ice pack on it last night, and am doing better today. I think I'll be able to work out this week.

We went to Fay and Jerry's today, as usual on a Sunday. We had tuna pita sandwiches. It was good. But we've eaten better there. We just set around and talked. Just like always, but its always fun.

The cat is going nuts right now. Heaven forbid if he doesn't get fed before 10. He used to get fed at 11 or later, but now he gets fed when Paul goes to bed, around 10:30ish. So right now he's driving us nuts to feed him.

I've got class tomorrow and I have all my homework done. It should be a good class, it always is.

Brb, have to go tuck Paul in and feed the cat so he will shut up and leave us alone.

Back.

I told Paul that I would write in my blog what happened the last 10 minutes of Greys Anatomy. So here it is:

Grace died after Meredith pulled her breathing tube out. Meredith called the time of death 12:42, then went into a room to cry/have a nervous breakdown. Dr. McDreamy followed her into the room and is comforting her. He's holding her hand and looking at her lovingly, she just put her head on his sholder and he's holding her while she cries. She thanked him for comforting her and they almost kissed, but she walked away first. The young black girl had her baby, and the baby is fine. She asked Izzy if she could name her child if she gave it up. And Izzy said she could name her for herself. Izzy named her daughter "Sarah" in her heart. Meredith also told the Chief of Staff that he should continue to visit her mother. Christina apologized to the perky doctor without making eye contact. And then the doctor asked for a hug and believe it or not, Christina did hug her. But wasn't too thrilled about it. The Chief of Staff settled with the nurses on strike. And then of course, at the end of the episode Izzy and Meredith got in bed with George, like always, and they talked, saying that they don't know everything about eachother, and they all agreed. The George jokingly asked if anyone wanted to have sex. End of episode.

Man next week looks intense and VERY good. Not to be missed that's for damn sure.

Anyways, I started a new book today. Moment of Truth by Lisa Scottoline. I am on chapter 9 and 75 pages in. It's a very good book. I typed up what the back of the book says a few blogs back. But the gist is that he framed himself for murder because he didn't want his daughter to go down for it. So far it appears that his daughter is the guilty one, but I don't think thats true. As of now I am suspecting the daughter's boyfriend... I think his name is Trevor. Guess I'll have to keep reading and find out if I'm right.

Well, it's 11 o'clock. I think I'm going to watch Roseanne and maybe do some more reading.

I LOVE YOU PAUL!!!

My ass is sore!!

Man my ass is sore from that fall yesterday. I can hardly walk also. My ankle is sore too.

Anyways, we didn't do much today. We woke up around noon and hung out around the house. I made my blog pretty!!! We watched "Wedding Crashers" it was a pretty good movie. Then we went to Blockbuster and rented "Transporter" it was good too. We also went to Kroger and got a Spicy Chicken Supreme Pizze. YUMMY!! Paul didn't eat all his crust so the cat ate it for him. Lol... I swear we should rename him to MIKEY!!! I also clipped coupon. How exciting.

Now Paul's pacing around the house saying he wants to go to bed. It's only 11:30 and it's Saturday night. I'm not ready for bed and I kinda wanted him to stay up with me. I like it when he sits up with me (which never happens). He layed down on the couch but I can tell he's totally bored and ready for bed. It's only 11:30 though. He had a really bad headache and didn't sleep much last night. And I had a sore ass and ankle and didn't sleep much last night. But now he says his headache is coming back so he's sitting there rubbing his head so it doesn't get worse. I just like sitting up with him and watching TV and he never wants to do that. We never seem to want to do the same things at the same time. We're always on the opposite side of the road. Oh well....

88 day's until our wedding. When we get our tax refund its going to be a HUGE shopping spree at Michael's . Lol.. Paul will be bored the whole time, and totally uninterested in what color of flowers, or color of bubbles I get. Oh well.... he'll get over it. I like his input in everything that is wedding related, even though I know he's not interested. I would like it if he took SOME interest in our wedding though. I don't care if it is his 3rd. It's my first, and our first wedding together... you'd think he'd be a little excited about it...

As you can tell I'm a little upset right now. I don't know why though. I just wish Paul and I could enjoy doing the same things together... other then watching movies. That seems like the only thing we do together. I get depressed about it. But I know, he'll say "We're together all the time". Yea, so. We never do anything together. We sit at home and watch TV or movies, and OCASSIONALLY play a game together. But lately we haven't even played games together, just sat around and watched tv or movies.

UGH, well I think I'm going to go smoke now that I've gotten myself all upset. I don't think I explained myself very well in this blog, and have probably come out looking like the bad guy.. Oh well, Paul knows I love him no matter what!!! Love ya babe!!!!

Precious!!

Here's a couple of kitty pictures. This is our annoying, pain in ass, loving cat. There's a pretty funny story behind how we got HIM. We found HIM in our apartment hallway on July 24, 2005 and thought HE was pregnant. Of course, at the time we didn't know HE was a boy. Imagine our surprise and embarrassment when we took HIM to the vet after having HIM for 2 months and still no kittens. I thought something was wrong with HIM. But the vet went to do an ultrasound and fortunatly found his penis before she did the $80 ultrasound!!! He's nuetered so we didn't see testicles when we were petting him. And honestly he's so damn fat (23 lbs.!!!) we really did think he was pregnant. So the vet put him on a diet, she called it the "Catkins" diet. No dry cat food and nothing that says "Gravy" on the can. Lol... He wasn't too happy at first but he's gotten used to it. Anyways, heres the pictures... such a cutie pie isn't he. And no, even after we found out he was a boy we didn't change his name from "Precious" although sometimes we refer to him as "Bubba" or "Guido" lol!!! (He has layed down and is snoring right now LOL)

My wedding dress!!!

This is my in my wedding dress. These pictures were taken on December 23,2005 when my mom was here for Christmas. I love it!!! Damnit, I forgot to call and make my alterations appointment... man I HAVE to do that soon!!! The dress is pure white, but of course the pictures never do it justice.

Aunt Sharon and Uncle Joe!!!

We went bowling with Beth today. It was fun, but man I suck at bowling. I did do better the first game then I did the second. My first game was like 78 and my second one was like 53, I think. I also fell on my ass!!! I crossed the line and down I went. Man those lanes are slippery!!! I had to crawl off the lane because I couldn't stand up on the lane. Lol... Everyone was laughin!!! Then Mike dropped his ball, I think that was funnier then me falling!!!!! Ha!

Anyways, I talked to my mom today, and she said that she found Uncle Joe and Aunt Sharons phone number and address in Alabama. She called the number, but no one answered so she left a message. When she finds out that its their number she'll let me know. I'm going to send them an invitation for the wedding. I would LOVE it if they could come. I haven't seen them since I was like 6, how cool would that be if they came. They aren't really my aunt and uncle, just my moms really good friends from when I was a child. Actually, Aunt Sharon is the one who named me. My mom and dad couldn't decide on a name and she suggested Amanda Michelle. How cool is that?!?!

I didn't start my book last night. I just layed on the couch and watched Roseanne and then the Golden Girls, of course. The Golden Girls kick ass!!! I'm watching Roseanne now. We just got home from Beth's about 35 minutes ago. I ate a Lean Cuisine Panini (southwest chicken). It was pretty good, but I picked all the peppers off... UGH! The Steak/Mushroom/Cheddar one is my fav. Paul's in bed, so I decided to do my blog.

I'm afraid Precious is going to be annoying tonight because he didn't get any attention today. I got up at 10 and had my coffee, but at 11 I took a shower and we left at noon, so no he didn't get much attention today. But he seems to be okay for now. He's curled up on his blankey right now taking a bath. Hopefully he doesn't knock on the door at 5 in the morning... I hate it when he does that...

So many books, so little time!!!!

I finished the book I was reading (Enemy Mine by Kay Hooper). It was pretty good. Here's what the back of the book says:

Enemy Mine begins with a bang — literally. Rival antiquities experts Tyler St. James and Kane Pendleton find themselves in the middle of the Colombian wilderness, being shot at by an unseen sniper. It seems safer to team up, at least temporarily, in the search for a fabulous gold chalice. But while Tyler and Kane's rivalry has always kept them distant enemies, their forced partnership brings them together in ways neither ever expected.

It was an adventure romance novel. And of couse Tyler and Kane end up in love. It was pretty good though. Tyler and Kane are searching for the gold chalice and seem to out run bandits, trigger happy gunmen, statues that were meant to fall on their heads, and even eachothers bad tempers. I would recommend the book to Kay Hooper fans.

My favorite Kay Hooper book is Amanda. And yes, I read it only because Amanda is my name. It was also my first Kay Hooper book. I read it when I was in the 10th grade. I remember being afraid that my mother would try to look at the book and see that sex scenes. Lol... I was afraid I would get in trouble if she knew about the sex scenes.

Enemy Mine has quite a few sex scenes, and anyone that is a true Kay Hooper fan knows that she got her start originally writing romance novels. I have never read any of her romance novels though. I like to have some action, mystery, adventure, etc. thrown into the story line. But I can't say I don't like romance because I've never read one before... Hmmmm... maybe I'll read one some time.

As for my next book; I'm going to read Moment of Truth by Lisa Scottoline. It sounds pretty good to me. Here's what the back of the book says:

Moment of Truth is the story of a man who frames himself for murder. When attorney Jack Newlin discovers his wife dead in their elegant home, he's convinced he knows who killer her - and is equally determined to hide the truth. He decides to take the rap, and to seal his fate he hires the most inexperiences lawyer he can find, a reluctant rookie by the name of Mary DiNunzio from the hot Philidelphia firm of Rosato & Associates. But hiring Mary may turn out to be his biggest mistake. Mary doubts Jack's confession, and her eithcs and instincts tell her she can't defend a man who wants to convict himself. Smarter, gutsier, and more persistent then she has any right to be, Mary sets out to prove what really happened- because as any lawyer knows, a case is never as simple as it seems. And nothing is ever certain until the final moment of truth.

Sounds good to me!! Well, I think I'll go get started on that book!!! Yes, I know, I literally go from one book to another. I can't help myself. I tend to read a 400 page book in 2-3 days. I just get lost in the books, I can almost picture myself as the main heroin, it's amazing!!! I get lost in my own little world when I read.

Reading is definitly one of my favorite past times (second to sex that is!! *wink, wink*)

(Yes, I know your reading this Paul!!!)

Another Work Out.

Today was like any other day, pretty much. I did laundry, cleaned the house, etc. This morning I left Paul and note that said on one side "90 days until our wedding" and then on the other side was a love poem. Well, he didn't think to flip the note over, so all he saw was the 90 days part. Lol. He read it when he got home from work today though.
We worked out again. It was a good workout. I'm almost done with my book (Enemy Mine by Kay Hooper). I'll probably finish it up tonight.
Tomorrow we're going bowling for Bobby's bday party. I just baked his cake. Yellow with chocolate frosting. I'll frost it in the morning before we go to Beth's. Paul's supposed to be home by noon, so we can be at Beth's by 12:30. I wonder if Mike's family is going to be there. Beth said that she told Ree that Bobby wanted Eric to come, so Ree said they would all be there. But Bobby doesn't want Mike's family there, just Eric. Hopefully Bobby gets what he wants, and they don't all come. Mike's family is hectic.
Anyways, Paul mailed in our tax returns yesterday. So we should be getting our refund soon!!! YAY!!!
Not much else is going on. Precious was playing with the lid to one of our water bottles and now we can't find it. UGH! I also did some more work in my "Love Yourself, Heal You Life" workbook. I have all my homework done for Monday night. YAY!!!
MMMM... It smells yummy in here. Cake smells sooo good!
Paul looks so cute right now! He's watching AMC and has this really intent look on his face... So cute!! He also looks cute in his jammies!! Looks very comfy!!
Anyways, not much else is going on. TTYL.

All My Children

We are watching All My Children right now. Zach and Erica are hilarious any time they get in the same room together!!! Always antagonizing each other! And why the hell can't Erica just be happy for Kendall?!?! Talk about a domineering mother!! She would drive me totally nuts!! And when she finds out Kendall wants to marry Zach??!!? Watch out Pine Valley!!
I wish Ryan would have really died when he drove off that cliff. That man drives me crazy. You would think that he would be happy that Kendall is happy, but since she's not happy with him then she can't be happy at all. Talk about an egotistical bastard.
And I wonder about Jonathon. Is he really okay now? He comes across that way, and I actually feel sorry for him right now. Janet is totally crazy, but also a genius at the same time. She's commiting all these heinous crimes and pinning them on Johnny-Boy!
Janet really is crazy!! And that building she has set up is something else! I can't believe she has those things showing all the crimes she's commited... and she's actually proud of herself, and thinks that Amanda is proud of her too. I'm looking foward to seeing what she does when she gets out of that building.
I love Kendall and Zach together. They balance each other out very well. For once Kendall isn't questioning every thing Zach does for her. I know that Ryan is in the process of proving that Zach caused the blackout, and I know it's going to make Kendall question Zach, but I hope she doesn't blow it with Zach. They are wayyyy too good for each other. I wonder if Zach really caused the blackout. And if he did why? Was it to prevent Kendall from getting pregnant? Or did he want her to be implanted with his sperm? I read that the baby isn't Ryan's OR Zach's. So I wonder who's it is... Hmmm... Guess time will tell! I've also heard that it might have been Ethan that caused the blackout.
I'm also enjoying seeing Babe and JR back together. Babe really brings him down to earth, knocks the asshole right out of him!! I know alot of people don't like Babe because of the whole baby switch thing, but I never really stopped liking her. I thought she did what she thought she had to do. And when she didn't find out that Bess was Miranda she tried to tell Binks TONS of times, but everytime she tried to tell her someone stopped her (David or Krystal).
Krystal and Adam together are so comical. It's like "War of the Roses"!
Dixie is returning to PV during Erica's Mardi Gras Gala, wonder what everyone will think when they see her. JR is going to be shattered... AGAIN! And Tad??? Whoa!! He's finally falling for Di (And I really like them together), but you know that's going to fall apart as soon as he sees "The love of his life". A prominent PV citizen is supposed to die during Erica's Gala, curtesy Janet. I haven't heard who that's supposed to be yet. Joe? Palmer? Janet herself, but she's not really prominent is she? It could also be Ethan, although I don't think of him as prominent either, but I say Ethan because James Scott has been let go from the show.
I believe that Josh IS Erica's son. But I don't believe that he is Kendall's twin. I think that SOMEHOW he is the baby that Erica tried to abort when she was pregnant with Jeff Martins baby. That explains why Greg has the dosier of the Martin family and is so damn interested in Erica.

Anyway, I guess I'm done for now, not much else is going on that interests me.

I lost another pound!!!!

Today was a pretty good day. I didn't do much though. I did some laundry, washed the sheets! How exciting. I also started on our wedding countdown. It's coming out pretty good. I should have it done in a couple of days.

Paul and I worked out today. I read while we worked out. It helps the time go by faster. I've also lost another pound!! YAY!! Paul thinks I can lose another 10 pounds before the wedding. That would be great if I did!!

I forgot to call and make my dress alterations appointment. I'm going to have to do that tomorrow.

On Friday we're going to go bowling with Beth to celebrate Bobby's 12th birthday. Should be fun. Pauls taking off half a day Friday because we have to be at Beth's by 12:30 so we can be at the alley by 1:00.

We have LOST and INVASION on tonight, they're both new episodes. We're looking foward to that.

The cat's been jumpy all day. Very restless. Silly kitty!!! He even tried to eat the bread we had at dinner. Paul was nice and bought me the Potatoe Crisps from Trader Joe's. I LOVE THOSE!!! We had grilled pork chops, mashed taters, corn, fresh bread, and gravy for dinner tonight. It was yummy, but boy I'm full!!!

Right now I'm watching "Golden Girls". It's funny. I know... I have a very boring life!! I realized that I left the Christmas bell's on the front door today!!! How funny!!!

Anyways, not much else is going on in my boring life.

About me.

1) When you looked in the mirror first thing this morning, what was the first thing you thought? I need to wash my face.

2) How much cash do you have on you? About 3 bucks

3) What's a word that rhymes with TEST? Pest

4) Planet? Saturn, the rings are gorgeous!

5) Who is the fourth person on your missed calls? My mom

6) What is your favourite ring on your phone? AC/DC Back in Black

7) What shirt are you wearing? My jammie shirt, it's light blue.

8) What do you label youself as? A Fun loving person.

9) Name the brand of shoes you've recently worn. Adidas

10) Bright room or dark room? Bright!!

11) What were you doing at midnight last night? Watching "The Golden Girls"

12) What did the last text message on your phone say? I don't text.

13) Where is your nearest 7-11? Harper and 16.

14) What's a saying you say a lot? "I love my Lugg".

15) Who told you they loved you last? Paul!

16) Last furry thing you touched? My cat Precious.

17) How many drugs have you done in the past three days? None.

18) How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? About 5

19) Favourite age you've been so far? I just turned 21, and so far I'm enjoying it!!

20) Your worst enemy? Don't have one, or I don't think I do anyways.

21) What is your current desktop picture? Well, this is Paul's pc so its the sun and some space ship thingy flying towards it.

22) What was the last thing you said to someone? "I love you"

23) If you had to choose between a millions bucks and being able to fly, which would you choose? The million bucks of course!!! Our wedding isn't going to pay for itself, and we'd like to get a house before we're 80!!

24) Do you like someone? No, I love him!!

25) The last song you listened to? Janet Jackson "Doesn't Really Matter"

Things I like in a man!!

Things I like in a man (which means this is everything Paul is!!! God, I love that man!!)

1. hair color - dark brown

2. eye color - dark grayish blue

3. height - around 5'10, I'm only 5' so I don't want a really tall man.

4. six pack - Doesn't really matter to me, and Paul has one somewhere under there!!!

5. long or short hair - I love it when Paul's hair is short and right now he needs a hair cut!

6. glasses - Yes

7. piercings - Not into piercings on a man.

8. scars - Not into scars, but I love the scars on Pauls face

9. eyebrows - No unibrows! A little trimming is good once in a while

10. big butt or little- I love Pauls pebble butt!!

11. chest hair - Yes, I love running my fingers through his chest hair.

12. buff or skinny- I like a little muscle but I don't want him to look like one of those guys out of the muscle magazines.

13. straight teeth, gap, or braces - Straight of course.

14. funny or serious- Both

15. party or stay at home- Depends on the mood.

16. DOES he cook or bake- It'd be nice if he cooked, and he does once in a while!

17. DOES have a best friend- Of course, ME!!

18. does he have alot of girl friends- No

19. outgoing or shy - Both

20. sarcastic or sincere - Both

21. DOES he love his mother? Of course he does. But no Momma's boys!!

22. does he watch chick flicks? Yes, Lifetime rocks!!

23. DOES he smoke? - No

24. DOES he drink? - To have a good time but not an alcoholic

25. SHOULD he swear? - Only in moderation.

26. DOES he play with your hair? It would be nice if he did, but no he doesn't.

27. One or more girls at a time - Only me!!!

28. IS HE a BADBOY - No way!

29. DID HE KISS ON THE 1ST DATE - Did more then that... hehe

30. where would you go to dinner? Applebee's!!

31. would he bring you flowers? He better damnit!!! (Note to Paul- Tulips are my fav!!!)

32. would he lay under the stars with you? Totally!! Can't get much more romatic then that!!!

33. would he write poetry about you? Probably not, love letters are nice though.

34. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby? Yes.

35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends? - Yes.

36. would you hang out with him and HIS friends? - Yes.

37. will he walk you to the door at the end? Totally!

38. holding hands? A must!!

39. soccer - doesn't matter

40. baseball - doesnt matter

41. basketball - HORSE is funny!!!

42. football - as long as he doesnt get too hurt

43. water polo - doesn't matter

44. surf - doesn't matter

45. skateboard - No

46. snowboard? No

47. sing - only for fun

48. play guitar - No

49. play piano - It'd be nice.

50. play drums- No

51. clean his room - Yes

52. paint, draw, sculpt - Cool.

53. writes his own music - not really into that

54. use the word dude - NEVER!!

55. use the word tight - NEVER!!!

56. would he watch the sun rise with you - omg thats sooo sweeet

57. what kind of car does he drive - Passat, Audi, Jeta!!! Anything VW!!

58. how old is he - much older

59. relgion - doesn't matter

60. turnons they shuld know - ears!!

61. what would his name be - PAUL!!!

62. you`re personal dislikes- lying, someone who can't take a joke, sloppiness, bad hygeine, boredom, stupidity, denseness, snoring (although sometimes its comforting to know he's there), fast driving (Hint to Paul!!), etc.

Another Typical Day!

Today I wasn't feeling well, so we didn't work out. I did vaccum and do a load of laundry though. The love of my life, Paul, stopped and picked up some chicken noodle soup for me on his way home from work. So I had chicken noodle soup and fresh french bread for dinner. It was yummy!! I also filled out some of my "Bride's Journal" that Fay for me for my birthday. It was pretty interesting, it asked me to write about my first relationships, and my first thoughts on love. I also started filling out our wedding book. Paul didn't know the names of his grandparents though so I have to wait till I talk to Fay about that. When I first got up I worked on my "Love Yourself, Heal Your Life Workbook". That was pretty interesting. I had to write my thoughts on men today. HAHA! I wrote that men are assholes, predictable, forgiving, loving, smart, busy, not thoughtful, forgetful, hardworking, loud, quiet, love, procastinators, blind, and fun. We also did our taxes today. We are getting back $840 from Federal. Awesome!! It'll help with the wedding. We can acutally start buying stuff for the wedding when we get the refund!!! That'll be fun. But I know Paul will stand in the store with his arms folded across his chest totally bored. I also have to schedule my first dress fitting. I'm going to make it for February 1st. I am currently reading "Enemy Mine" by Kay Hooper. I am 211 pages in. It's a pretty good book. Kinda romance adventure.