Not much has changed...

Just been relaxing. I had my pap... I start the pill on Sunday.. YAY!!! Can't wait for that.

Hmm... really not much has happened... I know I have a boring life...

Got some pumpkins... I'm gonna carve them this weekend. Can't wait to do that.. I love carving the pumpkins... and of course making the home made pies... I know, I know... very susie home maker of me.. Lol..

We're still enjoying our house.. Of course, I dont think we'll ever stop enjoying it. I love having all the Halloween decorations up. Oh yea, I bought this HUGE spider (fake of course). When I unfolded it's legs and set it on the floor it stands about 2 feet tall. Anyways, at first the cat was scared of it, then he lunged at it and was wrestling with it. Paul and I were laughing so hard... It was hilarious.

I started my period today. And I'm not on the pill so it's hell. Lots of cramps, extremely tired, back ache, head ache.. Ugh... It's so much better when I'm ont he pill.. Atleast I start the pill Sunday...

Oh man, We went to Beth's Saturday and hung out for like 12 hours. Cierra went to homecoming, she was so gorgeous... can't believe she's 14. Lol.. I know Beth was shocked when she saw her. Growin up fast. We watched the Tigers game.. We totally kicked ass!! It was so sweet. Hopefully they'll take it all the way.

Mike is going to truck driving school, so Beth is going to be left alone alot while he's working. Of course she's not happy about that. I told her we'd keep her company.

Can't think of anything else that's going on... Just wanted to check in.

HEY HEY SNOW!!!

Whats up everyone?!!?

Today is the first day of the season that it's snowed... and man is it snowing!!! Of course it's not sticking, except to the garage roof, bushes, and a few trees... But it sure is gorgeous coming down!!! It's HUGE flakes... I love days like this. It's about 38 degrees outside and really windy, and of course snowing!!! And it's great to be inside a nice toasty warm house, curled up on the couch with a book, or baking an apple pie (which i'm not doing, but it's still a nice thought!!). Maybe I'll bake one tomorrow!!! I love sitting here and looking out the 3 huge picture windows and watching the huge snow flakes blowing in the wind, and lightly hitting the ground! Amazing! Absolutly Gorgeous!!!!!

Things a good here. Been busy holding the fort down... as usual!!! Man I have a great life. I have a freaking sexy, gorgeous husband, whom in the past week is willing to do alot to please me (read last post). It's great. It's made us closer, and opened the communication up alot.

We made out lists last weekend. My list was 2 pages long... of course. And Paul's list surprised me quite a bit. There were a few things on there that really shocked me, but nothing out of the ordinary, so it's all good.

Our toys came in the mail last night. They're lots of fun. Paul and I had fun with them last night. Can't wait for him to get home tonight...

Anyways, enough on that.

I can't believe it's October 12. Man that's crazy. I can't believe we've been living in our amazing house over a month. It seems like we've always been here, but we're still enjoying it tremondously. It's GREAT!!!

In about 2 weeks we'll be getting ready to go to Jesse Lee's wedding. I still can't believe he's getting married! It just blows my mind. No one ever thought he would be getting married... not in a million years. But sadly, a couple of weeks after his wedding, he's going back to Iraq. That is quite saddening. We're supposed to be celebrating his and Glorias new lives together, and he's going to be gone for the first 2 years of his marraige... Some marraige huh!?!? Not to mention that they've only met a couple times... very odd. But as long as he's happy with it... that's all that matters.

Then after the wedding my mom AND grandma are going to be here for a few days..... Shoot me now! I can barely handle one at a time for a few days, and now you're throwing both at me... UGH!!! But I still love them, and I'm excited to have them see our house, and spend some time with them. Paul's lucky, he'll be at work everyday!! They'll only be here a few days tho. Saturday night, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, and they're leaving either Wednesday or Thursday morning. And Jesse Lee and Gloria are going to be here over night one night. So that'll be interesting. I'm also interested to see how Granny handles all the stairs in our house. I highly doubt that she'll go up to the third floor... But we'll see. And when she comes downstairs in the morning, she won't go back up until bed time. I just have to make sure I keep them off of my computer... There's alot of stuff on here I DON'T want them to see... Lol... if ya know what I mean!!!

I have my pap on Monday... UGH!!! But at the same time I'm looking foward to it because it means I get to go back on the pill... NO MORE CONDOMS!! YAY!!! But I am totally not looking foward to them shoving something inside of me, opening me up, and rooting around in there with a q-tip and something that looks like a bristly bottle opener!!! Lol... Nice visual huh!?!? Doesn't feel good either!!! The joys of being female! UGH!!

The snow is still coming down hard, but it's smaller snow flakes. Still gorgeous though!!! It's stuck to one side of all the trees, the roof of the garage is covered, and so are the bushes. But of course, nothing is sticking to the ground. It's starting to stop snowing, and sun is trying to come back out again.. What a weird day. It snowed earlier too, and then the sun came out, now its snowing, then the sum will come out again... I hope it's going to be like this all day... GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GORGEOUS!!!!

Oh yea, as of Saturday, October 7, 2006 I have been living in Michigan 5 years!!! WOW!!!

Don't think much else is going on... Just enjoying life in our amazing house with my amazing husband!!! Love you Paul!!!!

Sex...

Okay, so this is a touchy subject, and not everyone that reads my blog is going to want to read this entry... just a warning... IT'S ABOUT SEX WITH PAUL.

On Tuesday night I told Paul that I thought I wanted to have sex with some one else. And I really did think I wanted too. I was tired of the same 'ole same 'ole with him, not to mention the fact that we didn't make love but once every 2-3 weeks... Our sex life and regular life had become boring. I know that is to be somewhat expected when you've been living together for 5 years and don't constantly work on keeping things new (which we never did). We were detatched, extremely detatched. Not even in our sex lives but also in our communication. Well, that's all changed... it's amazing what being honest with your husband can accomplish Lol! So I sadly told him that I wanted to have sex with some one else, that I had talked to someone online (in the Detroit area) about having sex with him, or atleast meeting him and doing oral. I was hurting, and so was Paul. I hurt him alot by telling him that. I don't regret telling him though, as it seems to have made things better.

That night when I went to bed around 1:00 a.m. I started touching him, before I knew it he was touching me too. And we ended up making love. It was great, but I didn't have an orgasm, so that made me feel even worse, like maybe I really did need to have sex with some one else.

When I woke up that morning I was thinking "We just need to spice things up". I was no longer thinking about having sex with some one else. So I spent an hour or so online (adameve.com) and picked out some toys for us. When Paul got him I ran the idea of introducing toys into our sex life, he seemed interested in it... So we ordered a few things. I won't go into details though... Lol...

After we ordered the toys we went upstairs and made love. And I did have an orgasm. It was great.

Last night I went to bed at 2:00 a.m. and started touching Paul agian, and again we made love. Paul tried this new position (again no details lol), it was awesome... It didn't allow me to have an orgasm, but it was awesome none the less. I did have an orgasm before we were done though. But he didn't cum... it was late, he was tired, and by the time I came he was soft.

So, just from mentioning that our sex life isn't the greatest, we've made love 3 times in 48 hours... I believe that's a record for us. It's amazing, I feel close to him again, it's been a while since I've felt close to him.

So when he got home from work today I gave him a blow job and made him cum. He enjoyed it... of course!

I'm really excited about our toys. I hate having to wait for them... we should have paid the extra money for express delivery Lol... But they should be here by next weekend... I hope, cause I plan on spending a few hours in bed with my husband.

I also asked Paul to sit down and make a list of all the things that he wants me to do to him, he wants to do to me, he wants to see me do to myself, and he wants to do to himself. And I would make my list of things that I want him to do to me, I want to do to him, I want to see him to do himself, and what I want to do to myself. I know his list is going to be like 3 lines long... Hand job, Blow job, and sex.... Lol... I started my list today and it's already a page long... single spaced lol...

So wish me luck!!! I'm determind to have mind-blowing, earth shattering sex with my husband. We'll see how this list thing goes... and see how it goes with the toys... I can't wait!!!!

Catch Up Time!!

Okay, So I know it's been a while since my last entry. I apologize!!!

Lets see...

Jesse Lee's getting married, and being sent back to Iraq. The chic he is marrying is a little... odd I guess! She's much older then him (not that I can say anything about that Lol). The wedding is in Elkhart, IN, only 4 hours away from us. Paul is going to be the best man because Uncle Ralph can't come. The wedding was originally planned for June of 2007. But Jesse Lee has to leave for Iraq on November 19 and will be gone almost two years. So Gloria pushed the wedding up to October 28.... We all think that was totally Gloria's doing. She got really pissed when Jesse Lee told her that while he was over seas Granny is still his power of attorney.. LOL... He knows Granny will pay his bills... He's only met Gloria twice... Frankly, I think that if he doesn't trust her with his money then he shouldn't be marrying her... But Whatever! So Gloria has like 5 kids... All grown and ALL free loaders... The youngest is still in High School. This wedding should be interesting... Jesse Lee in a church!!! Give me a break... the whole thing will crumble around him... Not to mention seeing him in a tux AND getting his picture taken... WOW!!! That's alot for him to handle!!! I'm gonna love it!!!

After the wedding Momma and Granny are coming home with us for a few days. Then Jesse Lee and Gloria will drive up here to get them, spend the night, and then all drive back to AR. This shold be interesting... Having my mom AND granny in my house... And I can't smoke!!!! I'm going to die!!! Oh well, it's only a few days... I guess I'll deal! And Granny INSISTS on meeting Paul's parents... That's going to be a stressful meeting... Praying that Fay and Jerry don't mention Paul's age... But it shouldn't come up... Hopefully!!!

The Kitchen and Living room are painted... It's great having color in the house. The Living Room is "Gobi Desert". It's a light brown. And the Kitchen is "Mother Nature" it's a totally awesome green... It ROCKS!!!

Moving on...

I'm off the pill.... For now anyways. I had an appointment for a couple of weeks ago at PPH but they never scheduled my appointment and their doctor quit. If the dumb ass receptionist would have put me in the books... LIKE SHE SAID SHE DID!!... They would have called and canceled my appointment.. But instead I drove ALL the freakin way out there... I was sooo freaking pissed. So Now I have an appointment at the doctors office right up the road for October 16. So when I have my period again I'll go back on the pil... Oh well.... But we are planning to stop taking BC in April and start trying to get pregnant!!! I can't wait!!! In the mean time, practicing if TONS of fun!!!

I took Precious to the vet yesterday... He cried the whole way there and the whole way back... He got a good bill of health and has even lost half a pound!! Woo Hoo!!!

I'm still not working... UGH!! But I'm enjoying cleaning the house everyday. I have all the fall decorations set up.. It looks great... Theres spider webs everywhere! It's awesome...

I'm trying to think of what else has been going on... I know I'm forgetting stuff....

My dad's been calling alot... It's really weird. It's like Sally said, when I gave up the resentment and pretty much gave up on him, he started calling and talking to me... and trying to have a relationship... It's not much, considering he likes to talk about fishing, but atleast we're talking about something, so that's fine with me.

Jen's doing good... she sure is getting big... I'm so jealous... but everyone knows that! I'm going to throw her a shower the first Saturday in December... It'll be a blast having all her friends in my house... Lol

I miss Nathan... He said he had to retake a test that he flunked... I know he'll do great. And Jenn is going out of town so I'll have him to myself to chat with... Can't wait for that!!!

I woke Paul up at 1 a.m. last night and fucked his brains out... It was so freakin awesome!!! I definitly have to wake him up in the middle of the night more often...

Hope Jen isn't reading this... That would totally gross her out!!!

God I love that man!!! I'm so glad I married him, he just makes everything all better!!!