I'm married!!!

I'm a married woman now... Woo Hoo!!!

The wedding was gorgeous. The week and a half before the wedding was VERY stressful... dealing with my Mom and Granny was horendous... I did all the flower arrangments.

The wedding itself was beautiful. We got married on the peir over the water...

I'm tired now and don't feel like writing a long entry... Just wanted to check in...

Still can't believe I'm married!!!

Oh yea, and my dad walked me down the aisle... I was so happy that he was there... and he was very happy all night also!!!

Wedding Beauty...

The past two days Mom and I have been running around getting all our beauty stuff outta the way. Yesterday I got a pedi, nails, and my eyebrows done. And Momma go her nails and eyebrows done. I spent $70 on my stuff. Today I got my hair trimmed and permed. It looks good but isn't what I wanted. I want big CURLS.. and all I got was waves... I like it, but like I said, it's not what I wanted. So now I still have to curl my hair on Wednesday.

I can't believe the wedding is only a week away... it's crazy. Tomorrow we're going to get started on all the flowers and everything.

I feel like I'm gaining a bunch of weight. I hate it. I hope I don't gain too much and then can't fit into my dress. I was doing so good on my diet and now I'm screwing it up... It sucks... I just have to stop eating Momma's cookin... Lol...

I'm a little ticked off because Yahoo Messenger isn't working here. I don't know why, I can get to websites no problem, but the messengers (even AIM and to play Gin online) doesn't work... it's weird. We can't figure out whats wrong.

I can't wash my hair until around noon on Friday... it's going to be so icky and gross by then... I'm gonna hate it... lol... but I can't wash it for 48 hours.

I came back to the hotel room and took a bath (so I wouldn't get my hair wet) and now I'm just chillin and waiting for "Invasion" to come on. I'm looking foward to it, it hasn't been on in so long.

Anyways, there's not much else going on here....

Oh yea, I did see Jess today.. He's gained alot of weight and is growing a beard... I don't like it... And of course he caused pain... as usual!!

TTYL bye!!!

I'm in AR...

Well, I made it to AR. Both of my flights were on time, and Mom and Granny were there to pick me up. My luggage came out very quickly. We went to Mickey D's and ate. After that we stopped at Blackwell so I could get some Bacardi, but I 'm so tired right now I don't even want a drink.

Then I got checked into my hotel... which was a hassle because they put me in a room without wireless and I asked them to change my room, so they did. The air in this room doesn't work very well... its sooo freakin hott outside and warm in here. So Mom and Andy gace me a fan to use. If the room isnt cool by tomorrow then I'm going to have to change rooms... it sucks.

Then we went to Enterprise to rent me a car but they wouldnt give me one because I didn't have a major credit card (just my bank card) and I didn't have proof of insurance... Well of course I don't have proof of insurance... I dont have a freakin car! I was so pissed. So we went to Ford and I rented a Ford 500 for like 45 dollars a day. Not bad... and I get one free day too.

After I got the car I dropped Mom off at her house and then came back to hotel room (which was still hott) and took a shower and watched TV until 6:45. At 6:45 I left to meet Granny, Momma, and Andy at La Huertas for dinner... it was soooo yummmmmmy!!! I love that place!!!!!

When I left there I went to the new supercenter Wal-Mart here in town and bought a pillow.

Now I'm just sitting on the bed chillin... the fan has made it cooler, but I shouldn't need it. Things keep going wrong... Hotel room, car... what's next... Lol!!! Hopefully nothing else will go wrong.

It's really hot here. It was like 90 today and supposed to be the same the rest of the week... UGH!!!

I miss Paul.. I've talked to him alot though, so that helps. I miss him the most when I'm not doing anything.. of course...

We made love last night... It was GREAT!!! I can't wait to marry that man!!! I love him soo much.. Only about a week left!!

I'm in AR...

Well, I made it to AR. Both of my flights were on time, and Mom and Granny were there to pick me up. My luggage came out very quickly. We went to Mickey D's and ate. After that we stopped at Blackwell so I could get some Bacardi, but I 'm so tired right now I don't even want a drink.

Then I got checked into my hotel... which was a hassle because they put me in a room without wireless and I asked them to change my room, so they did. The air in this room doesn't work very well... its sooo freakin hott outside and warm in here. So Mom and Andy gace me a fan to use. If the room isnt cool by tomorrow then I'm going to have to change rooms... it sucks.

Then we went to Enterprise to rent me a car but they wouldnt give me one because I didn't have a major credit card (just my bank card) and I didn't have proof of insurance... Well of course I don't have proof of insurance... I dont have a freakin car! I was so pissed. So we went to Ford and I rented a Ford 500 for like 45 dollars a day. Not bad... and I get one free day too.

After I got the car I dropped Mom off at her house and then came back to hotel room (which was still hott) and took a shower and watched TV until 6:45. At 6:45 I left to meet Granny, Momma, and Andy at La Huertas for dinner... it was soooo yummmmmmy!!! I love that place!!!!!

When I left there I went to the new supercenter Wal-Mart here in town and bought a pillow.

Now I'm just sitting on the bed chillin... the fan has made it cooler, but I shouldn't need it. Things keep going wrong... Hotel room, car... what's next... Lol!!! Hopefully nothing else will go wrong.

It's really hot here. It was like 90 today and supposed to be the same the rest of the week... UGH!!!

I miss Paul.. I've talked to him alot though, so that helps. I miss him the most when I'm not doing anything.. of course...

We made love last night... It was GREAT!!! I can't wait to marry that man!!! I love him soo much.. Only about a week left!!

9 Days!!!!

9 days until the wedding... I'm getting nervous.

On Friday we looked at some homes. We realllllly like them. It's funny because we didnt like them from the outside, but they're gorgeous on the inside. The neighborhood is a little "Pleasantvilleish" but it grows on ya... Lol... It's cute. And the nice thing is, they have a pool... it's kinda like a condo complex. They're 3-4 bdrms and they all have atleast 2 baths. It's not brick, but its concrete siding... it'd really nice.

Anyways, We just hung out at home on Friday night and watched a movie. We watched "Sound of Thunder". It's a movie based on Ray Bradbury's short story. It was pretty good.

Also on Friday, Paul had a weird eye problem.. Lol. He thought he got something in his eye and it wasn't coming out, so we went to the dr.s after looking at houses. The dr. told us that he had an unlcer in his eye. So they searched for and eye dr. that was open on Good Friday. Finally they found one. Now at this point Paul's eye had been bugging him for about 5 hours. As we're pulling into the eye dr. he says his eye doesnt hurt anymore. We went in anyways. The eye dr. didnt see anything and said it prolly broke loose, so he didnt charge us. Also the reg. dr. gave him a tetanus shot, and didnt charge us.

On Saturday, we went to Beth's. They had a BBQ and Mike's family was there.

The weather has been perfect here. Sunny and 75. Today is a little overcast and cooler... around 50 is the high.

I leave tomorrow for AR. So I've been busy packing and stuff. I"m almost done... just need to wash the jeans I wear today and pack my shampoo and conditioner... Also my B.C. pills.

Anyways, I have to go get started on the frosting for Paul's bday cake, and make Easter lunch. I'm making Cajun Chicken Pasta. That's always a fav, and doesn't take much to make... Lol...

I'll write tomorrow night and try to throuroughly record my wedding experiences in AR...

ONLY 9 DAYS!! WOO HOO!!!!

12 Days!!

12 day's until our wedding... Yay!! I can't wait to have it done and over with. It's so stressful. Mom just called and told me that Grandma M. has been trying to get a hold of for like 2 weeks, but I won't return her calls... well obviously she's been calling the wrong number. So first thing on Monday I'm gonna go see them... ugh... I told Momma that she had to go with me because it'll be like getting thrown to the firing squad and I aint doing that alone. Lol...

I've been really busy trying to get everything ready to leave on Monday. My flight leaves on Monday at 10:15 a.m. I have a short lay over in Chicago and arrive in Little Rock around 1:30 central time. It'll be a long day. I always get stressed when I travel... Always!!

Anyways, I thought I would have more time to do my entry but now I don't. I have to go tanning, shower, and then we're going to look at homes at 1:30. So I'll try to write more later.

Shower...

Okay, so it's been a while since my last entry so this may be long.

First let me start with 18 DAYS!! Woo Hoo!!

I didn't do much on Monday. Just kinda chilled and cleaned a little. And of course I had BA. I did go tanning though.

On Tuesday I worked a full day. Aiden was pretty good though, not really fussy or anything.

On Wednesday I worked in the morning, went tanning, did laundry, watched LOST, and went to bed. Lol...

I know my life sucks!

On Thursday I worked and cleaned.

On Friday... Friday was a fun day. First thing I went to the clinic to pick up my new supply of B.C. Well, when I left home it was POURING down rain.

I also looked at my phone and saw that my dad called... Huh?!?! Yep, that's right... my dad called. Lol.. I couldn't believe it. So I called him to back to see what he wanted and he said "I just wanted to see how everything was going". I couldn't believe. He didnt' call for any specific reason... just to see how thing were going. It shocked the hell outta me. But we had a good 20 minutes conversation. He says he's going to be there. We'll see... I'm actually expecting him to not show up. That was if he doesn't, it doesn't ruin my day. And if he does show... GREAT!

Anyways, at the clinic they told me that they don't carry Mircette anymore, so they switched me back to Aleese. Which is what I was on when I first started B.C..... oh geez.... 5 years ago... Lol...

My period is really heavy today and I'm a little crampy. It's weird... I haven't had a period this heavy in a LONG time. I wonder what's up. It could be the stress of the wedding... I dunno... I do know that next month my period will be heavy again, because it will take a few months for the new B.C. to stabalize in my system. But its weird that its heavy today.

Last night was my shower. It was so much fun. Not like PARTAAY fun... relaxing fun. The shower was at Cyndi's house. So Sally, Hollie, Laura, Cyndi (of course), Michelle, and Tina came. I got there right after Tina and Sally, so Tina did my card reading first. It's just so amazing how she just... knows things... and I'm not kidding... she knows things about yourself that NO ONE else knows. It's weird... kinda freaky... Anyways, she said that Paul and I will have a long happy marraige. She said we have a solid foundation, and room to grow. She also said that I would have some trouble conceiving, but would conceive within 5 years... FIVE YEARS?!??! I don't wanna wait that long... Lol... Anyways, I don't know how much of the stuff she told me I believe, but it is definitly interesting.

Anyways, for the dinner we had veggie lasagna, some kinda pasta soup, salad, and garlic bread... Everything was sooo goooooood. Just amazing. And for dessert we had a very yummy cheesecake.

We pretty much just set around and talked while everyone was getting their readings done. It takes like an hour and a half per reading. I didn't leave until almost 1 a.m. But it was so much fun.

For gifts, I got a really nice cook book, and some really nice picture frames from Hollie, Laura, Cyndi, and Michelle. Tina got us some really yummy smelling apple candles. And Sally got us some glass, those flexible chopping mats, and a silicone spoon and spatula set.

All in all, I had a great time.... Alot of fun...

Today we're going to go to Wal-Mart and get a small dehumidifier for the bedroom. I also want to pick up thank you cards for everyone from last night. Then we might drive around and look at some houses. We still have some wedding stuff that needs to be done. I still have to get tableclothes... We have to finish the favors.... pick out a cake... small stuff like that...

Oh yea, Tina also said that our wedding will go off beautifully. No rain, and no one causing a scene. Woo Hoo!!!

24 Days...

It's been a few days since my last entry.

On Thursday I worked. Aiden was in a very good mood. I worked a long day and didn't get off until 7 that night. It was a very long day and I was tired.

On Friday I did the usual... clean. Lol.. Went tanning, chatted with Nathan. I like chatting with him, he's easy to talk to and an interesting person.

On Friday night we had a horrible storm. It was so scary. Paul called Beth around 730ish and was talking to her and she asked if it was storming here and we said "no, not even rain" but we could hear the rain and thunder from her end of the phone. And she kept saying "OMG, OMG the lightening is so bright." Then about 30 minutes later it started here. The lightening was sooo bad and then thunder was so loud. It was raining so hard we couldn't see the apartments across the way. I was chatting with Nathan so that helped keep my mind off of it, plus we closed the blinds so I couldn't see the lightening as much.

I finally got me some on Saturday. It was nice. Felt reallly good. Lol..

On Saturday we looked at a house. It was nice but not "THE" house. So the search contiues... Lol...

Saturday night we went to Beth's and hung out. The guys watched "Office Space". Beth and I hung out in the basement talkin. Towards the end of the night she was a lil bit drunk and started repeating herself... But that's normal. We also played a short hand of spades. They won... but not by much.

Today we went to Fay and Jerry's. Had sketti with meatballs. It was yummy. Then we went to Wal-Mart got some cat food, ribbon, mascara, a shirt for Paul and a belt for Paul.

Now we're sitting at home doing nothing... Paul's playing neopets and might do some work later and I'm chatting with Nathan and he said something about me learning how to play online pool... should be interesting... Lol

OMG I almost forgot. I called Aunt Sharon today on the way to Fay and Jerry's. I miss her so much. We didn't talk long because she was eating lunch. But we shared some good memories from when I was young. I haven't seen or talked to her since I was like 4 or 5. It was good talking to her. I can't wait to see her in a few weeks... I'm looking foward to it.

We also finished the favors today. Or atleast put the finished ones in the bags. There's only like 7 more that need ribbons and bows and then we'll be all done with the favors. Woo Hoo!! Can't wait to get that out of the way.