Jen's Pregnant...

Jen came home early today and said "Guess what I found out today? I'm pregnant." Somehow I don't believe that she just found out today. She's three months along... it doesn't make sense that she just found out today... but oh well... She had her ultra sound today, it's too early to tell the sex of the baby tho. They said she's due on Jan 5 or something like that. She's really excited about it, and we're excited for her. She's totally paying for everything herself... with Eric's help of course. Good thing we're getting a big house.

Anyways, enough on that...

I've decided that I want to be a 3rd grade teacher. At the wedding my dad told Momma that he would pay for my college, so that's cool. I'm going to look into it and see if I can get into OU with a GED, and if I can then I'll get my GED and hopefully start in the January semester. I want to start out taking one class for a while and then increase it from there. I know it'll take a while, but I still want to work and have kids, so that's cool....

Not much else is going on.... Beth turned 40 on Monday...

I have to go tomorrow for my annual pap smear... UGH!!! I am totally not looking foward to it.

We also have our first walk through tomorrow... YAY!!! I am totally looking foward to that!!!! It's so exciting... I met with the cable guy yesterday right after they layed the basement... it was really cool just to be there and see all the progress they've done... They have the roof on and the electrical in... it's sooooo coooooolllll!!!!

I got back in touch with Bethany the other day. I found her on MySpace... It's so cool to talk to her again after so long. She has a steady bf , Chad, and says that she's in love. She'll start her senior yr of college in August and is majoring in Mechanical Engineering... I knew she'd do something like that... It think it's in the her families blood or something... Lol.... Anyways, it was really good to talk to her.

Stephanie had her 16th bday party over the weekend... Of course we weren't invited, Melonies too afraid we'll bring up all the money she owes us in front of Scott... LOL!! Anyways, they got her an Audi TT. Can you believe that... Actually I'm surprised it's not a BMW or Mercedes...

Not much else going on, just working as usual...

Weekend...

Okay, so I don't exactly remember what I did on Friday... Hmmm... Lemme think... nope still don't remember... We probably sat at home and watched movies... Don't remember what movies tho... Lol...

Saturday was a fun day. We went to Beth's for Father's Day and Graduation. Jen had to work tho, so she couldn't come. We had alot of fun tho. Just sat around and talked. I brought the laptop and home books so everyone could see pictures and Fay could read the books. And Tim came. That was nice, we haven't seen him since Thanksgiving because of Shena.

After Fay, Jerry, Tim, and Cierra left Beth, Mike, Paul, and me went down to Bell Isle. It was so fun. We just sat there by the lake and talked for a while... laughed alot!! They are so much fun, and always make me laugh. Then we kinda cruised around Bell Isle for a while and then people watched. We saw one guy that has the Palace in the bed of his truck. It was totally awesome. Bet that cost him a ton.

Anyways, We asked Tim if he would/could do the cable and phone lines in our house. He said he would. We have to call him Friday so he can go see the house and see what all needs to be done. Paul also has to call Amherst and make sure that we can have Tim do it since he's not associated with the superintendent. Hopefully its not a problem, because if he does it it's only 100 bucks, if we have the other guy do it its around 350.

Paul also had to sign the mortgage papers today at Leon's. How exciting!!!

Amherst also got our commitment letter.

I got my new phone today. Tomorrow after work I'm going to go get it programmed so I can use it. I love it.. .its sooo light. Lol... I get excited over the littlest things...

Aiden was a freaking bear today. All he did was cry allllll day. It was crazy. I am so tired and worn out it's not even funny. I think he's cutting a tooth... Hopefully it's in by tomorrow because I really don't want to have to deal with that again...

I ordered for Jen's graduation photos. Hopefully they come soon.

Fay's birthday is tomorrow.

I have to go to the dr. next week for my yearly pap... Ugh... Not looking foward to that... Not looking foward to that at all. I hate those damn paps... they're so uncomfy. But I have to in order to get more pills... I'm almost out.

Not much else is going on... that I can think of anyways, I'm a little scatter brained today.

Oh yea, we made love on Sunday... It was great...

I love Paul!!!

Hey.

We went to the house on Tuesday and changed our tile. I thought the original we picked out would look to busy for such a large are - the foyer, laundry room, powder room, and grade door. So we picked a different one. While we were there they said that it'll be a couple more weeks before we have our first walk through. And that August 24 is the date they are "shooting for", not a definite date... That made me a lilttle upset, but that's okay, I'll live.

I've been working, of course. Today I went to Wal-Mart and Kroger and did our monthly shopping. We still have to order Jen's graduation photos, and we HAVE to get my dress cleaned and preserved this week. We're not looking foward to that, everything costs money, lots and lots of money... it sucks...

Not much else is going on. Just trying to relax and breath! lol...

I think I might go to the pool tonight while Paul goes for his walk. I would like to do some swimming, I haven't gone yet this year.

I got my new ATM card with my new name on it about a week ago. It looks so cool... Lol... I know I'm weird.

We're watching AMC right now. Greg is burried alive and someone is talking to him with a weird voice. Jeff is back in PV to tell Josh the truth. Jonathon is back to normal, but made Erin promise she won't tell Lily.

I love Paul!!!

Nancy's Gone!!!

Well this weekend wasn't so bad... considering Nancy was here... Lol

Nancy got here on Sunday. And things went pretty good. Last night when we went out to eat after Jens Graduation... Nancy thought it was soo hilarious that the waitress called Paul my dad (which it is funny and isn't the first time its happened). But after we were leaving she went up to waitress actually told her it was funny and that she agreed. Then Jen told us that Nancy thinks Genette's miscarraige was Paul's baby. First of all she had the miscarriage in like '81 so it couldn't have been Pauls.. second of all... why the hell does it matter... so what if they did have a kid together... so what if they did have a miscarraige!?!? Then Jen said Nancy asked if I was pregnant because when we were at the house I was asking about the elementary school... Of course I was asking about the school... We plan on having kids... Nancy told Jen that we shouldn't have kids and that Paul was to old... WTF?!?!? I don't see how us having kids is ANY of her fucking business... She's just fucking crazy... literally... and I'm not just saying that because she's Pauls ex... this crazy lady just lost her job (the 12th job in like 4 years... so she cant keep a job), got evicted from her apartment, and still sent Jen 400 bucks... how freakin crazy is that?!?! Then she was convicted to the mental ward in the hospital under suicide watch because she wouldn't leave her apartment when she got evicted and said she was going to kill herself when they called the cops on her crazy ass.... No wonder Paul grabbed Jen and ran for the hills 15 years ago!!! She's a fucking nut job... It just pisses me off that she thinks she knows everything and what she doesnt know she makes up... and then asks the dumbest questions..... Jen was pretty pissed off at her to for asking stuff like that and not minding her own damn business... Jen yelled at her... Go Jen!! So glad she is gone from my house!!!

Anyways, on a lighter note... Jen graduated last night. It was a good ceremony. The kids with the speeches did good... they were funny...

I told my dad we bought a house. He said that he's going to come up in Sept. and help us build a deck... we'll see if he shows or not... Lol...

We signed the final PA on Monday. All the carpet and counters and flooring is finalized... I can't wait!! It's so exciting...

Paul keeps saying that we need to get a home inspection (another 500 bucks we dont have) However Leon told him that it wasn't really necessary because the house is brand new. I'm trying to talk him out of it. First of all the house will be brand-spankin new... secondly the house is under warranty. So if something does go wrong they'll fix it... Thirdly, Leon said it wasn't necessary.

Anyways, not much else is going on, just been working and trying to avoid Nancy!!! So glad that's over...

I'm trying to get a second job. Part time of course and btwn the hours I work with Aiden. The lady (Kimberly i believe is her name) said she would call me back next week and tell me what days she needs me. If it doesn't interfere with Jessie and Todd then I'm jumping... If it does... then total bummer...

Anyways, I'm gonna go. We're watching AMC and right now it looks like theres about 10 people that are guilty of burrying Dr. Madden alive!!! It's getting good!!!

Our house...

Here is a picture of our house as of May 28, 2006. I can't wait until its done. On Saturday we go to pick out the color of our carpet, counters, etc... I'm looking foward to that.

Oh yea, WE HAVE A HOUSE!

Jen's Prom...

Jen's going to prom tonight. I hope she has fun and doesn't get too drunk. Here's some pics of her in her dress... she looks gorgeous.

I've been working all week. I also need to make a couple phone calls to see if I can get some extra babysitting.

Nancy is getting out of the hospital tomorrow, so she should be able to come to Jen's graduation. She'll be staying with us because she can't afford to stay in a hotel. I'm not looking foward to that, but it shouldn't be too bad because Jen's going to be with her every second that Nancy is home.

Not much else is going on. I'm just watching "Will and Grace" and doing my nails.

WE HAVE A HOUSE!!!!

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I still can't believe we have a house. We have so many ideas on how to arrange it and decorate it... it's so surreal... unbelievable... Weird... lol... I love it!!!

Jen's last day of school was Friday... Yesterday Paul and I talked about what her summer rules are going to be. She has to be home 3 nights a week. Her curfew on weeknights will be midnight and on weekends one a.m. I'm not thrilled about the idea of her coming in after I go to bed, but atleast it's still early enough where I can get up and check the doors after she does come in.

Anyways, Yesterday we went to JC Penny's. I got a nice outfit to wear to Jen's graduation next week. It's beigy colored capris and a cute purple blouse. It looks good. I also got a pair of shorts... Finally! lol... But the seam is coming out on the side so we're going to return them and get a diff pair.

We also went to Art Van and looked at furniture for our new house. We can't agree on anything... Lol... such different tastes. It's funny kinda... I hope its not like that next week when we're picking out carpet colors and everything. Lol...

We went to Fay and Jerry's for the Memorial Day BBQ. It was fun. We pretty much just sat around and talked. Beth and Mike we're there. We're trying to get ahold of Beth right now to see if they're having their BBQ today and what time.

Jessie and Todd locked their keys in their house... I'm the only one with a spare key. So they had to come over and get it... It was quite funny tho. Lol...

Anyways,

WE HAVE A HOUSE!!! WE HAVE A HOUSE!!! WE HAVE A HOUSE!!! WE HAVE A HOUSE!!!AVE A HOUSE!!!

We almost have a house!!!

I've been singing "We almost have a house" almost all night... hehe

We sign the papers tomorrow... I'm so freaking excited!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!

Anyways, Tomorrow is Jen's last day of school... crazy huh... I can't believe she's graduating in a couple weeks... it seems like just yesterday she was stealing smokes from the PDQ in AR with Ashley and Allison... Lol... Weird...

The Pistons are totally kicking ass right now. We're playing Miami again... right now its like 70-55... DEEETROOIIITTT BASKEEEETBALLLLL!!!! Kick some ass Rip.... Show the Heat how we do it!!!

Sorry, I'm a little crazy right now... just realllllly excited about the house.....!!!!!!!

It's been a while....

I know its been a while since my last entry... sorry bout that!

So let's see what is new here.... Hmmmm....

I got my new social security number and drivers liscense. It looks so weird seeing the new name on it. I love it tho!!!

Jen's last day of school is Friday. Her friend Jenny gets here on Thursday. She's going to be staying with us for a couple days until she gets her own place. Whatever...

They no-longer-engaged couple finally backed outta the deal, so we can get the house if we want. However, we found out that we have to put down $5000. We have a meeting with Leon tonight and we're going to see if there's anything he can do abous being able to put less down. If not then we'll just get a house in the neighborhood instead of the perimeter. I just can't wait. It's so exciting.

Hmmm what else is new....

I worked ALL week last week because Janie had surgery. It was a nice pay check but I was exhausted. I'm so glad I finally have a day off... Lol...

It's finally getting warm here... after 2 weeks of rain the sun has finally come out and its warming up.

Okay I can't think of anything else that's going on here.

New name!!!

Well, things have cooled down since my last entry. I know I tend to get a little hormonal around my period, but I'm all better now.

Paul even surprised me with flowers a few days ago. They're very pretty... and are still alive too... Lol... Its a mix of daisys and they look gorgeous.

Anyways, Not much else is new. I've worked alot this week. Thursday through Friday because her friend Janie had surgery. And this coming week I work Mon-Fri with two long days. I'm going to be wiped out next week.

On Wed, the cable guy came and installed cable internet. So we cancelled our SBC. They were charging WAAAYYY too much for a phone we never use, so we decided to go with cable internet. We also got a DVR. It's great. We can record anything we want and then watch it later. We've been doing that with AMC. And then Paul can watch it whenever he wants too, not just at 8 or on Sundays. We love it. I've also been recording all "Golden Girls", "The Nanny", and "Will and Grace".

Paul took half a day off on Friday, and when I got off work at 1:30 we went to SSA and changed my name!!!! Then we went to Secretary of State and got my new drivers liscense. So my new social security card should be here in a few weeks, along with my new drivers liscense... I can't wait. I've signed my new name a few times this past week. When the cable guy was here I signed the stubb with my new name. And then of course when I got my new card and liscense I signed my new name. It's so exciting!!!! It's going to take some getting used to though.

Today we took Fay and Jerry out to see the house we want. They loved it. I can't wait until next weekend when we start all the paper work and stuff... It's going to be so exciting... YAY!!! We also found out that it's only going to cost $5000 to finish the third floor, so we're going to have them do it. It's great... just so exciting!!! I feel all giddy again.... it's all so new...and I have no clue what I'm doing... Thank goodness for Paul, at least he knows what he's doing... Sorta!!! Can't wait!!!

We also took Fay and Jerry to Applebee's for Mother's Day. When we were at Fay and Jerry's Beth came over, so we just sat around and talked for a few hours. It was nice.

Then we came home and watched "The Net 2". It was pretty good.

Anyways, not much else is going... not that I can think of at the moment...

I love Paul!!!

Late night...

I'm posting our emails from today so we can remember when the last was that we had the "I feel neglected" conversation. Because I know we'll have it again in about a 6 months to a year. It totally sucks when I have to say this stuff to Paul...

Anyways, let me set it up. Yesterday I woke up a little depressed, mostly because we haven't made love since our wedding night (April 26). So Paul spent most of the morning holding me and consoling me. Which was nice. Then we went to CVS to print out some of our wedding pictures. I spent WAAAAYYY too much money and half of them didn't come out good, so we cant use them. So I was upset about that too...

Anyways, When we got home from Fay and Jerry's I was okay. And then DH was getting ready to start but Paul and I started fooling around a little, but because the show as starting it didn't go anywhere... and I was really sad and upset about. After GA I went to bed but couldn't sleep. So I started talking to Paul, even though he was sleeping. I was feeling very unappreciated, neglected, and taken for granted, and I told him that.

Eventually I calmed down around midnight. But was still upset because we hadnt made love. He started holding me, and then I started rubbing his chest. I wanted him so bad that I was shaking... it was almost like and urgency... I needed him. I needed to feel him inside of me, to know that we were still connected on some level, I guess. So we made, what is in my opinion, very desperate love. I couldn't get enough of him. It went on for about an hour, and I loved every second of it. When he started to pull out I started to cry though. I never wanted it to stop. We cleaned up and then went to sleep.

This morning I woke up feeling really bad for keeping him awake until one. I knew he would be really tired today so I emailed him... Here are the emails that went back and forth for a little while....

Here's the first email I sent him :

Lugg,

I was just writing to see how your doing. I'm doing
okay. I've been cleaning and doing laundry since I
woke up at 10. It's pretty nice outside today. I hope
your day is going okay, and I am so sorry about last
night. I just feel... neglected I guess. I know we
have this talk a few times a year, and maybe I should
just get over feeling this way... maybe I should just
get used to it. So I won't mention the next time I
feel like this, so we dont' have to go through what we
went through last night. Thank you for making love to
me though. It was great. I just wish you could do that
on a semi-regular basis... but I don't want you to
have to "try" to make love to me. I just want you to
want to make love to me and then do it.

I also wanted to tell you that I made it to the really
really hard (eye ball) level on dr. sloth. I did
somewhat okay... managed to kill about 3 of the
eyeballs... it's hard though.

Anyways, I also wanted to remind you to call DHL for
the keyboard pick up.

I better let you get back to work, I've taken enough
time outta your work day. Call me sometime. I will
talk to you later.

I love you with all my heart and am so happy that I
married you!!!

Love always,

Mrs. ******

(Luggett(e))

Heres the email me sent back to me:

Hi Mandy,

My day is going ok today.  And yes, it looks gorgeous outside.  I'd
rather be outside than in here.

And you do have to be sorry about last nite.  You were simply telling
me how you feel and I'm glad you are able to do that. You don't need to
accept "just getting use to it".  I'll try to be more aware of my
actions and be more loving ( which is how I feel anyways ).  I love you
Mandy.

Wow! you killed 3 of the eyeballs?  That's great.  Hope your final
score was good.  Anyway, I best get back to work. 

I Love You.


Love,
Paul ( your husband )

Then I emailed him back :

Paul,

In your email you said "You do have to be sorry about
last night". But it sounds like you meant to say "You
don't have to be sorry about last night". I'm not
sorry about the things I said, I'm sorry about keeping
you up so late. I know you must be really tired. So
for that, I am sorry.

My final score was around 7 billion I believe... so it
wasn't too high, but I sent it anyways.

I love you.

Love,

Mandy

Then he emailed me back with :

Hi Mandy,

Yes, you're right, I mistyped.  And yes, I'm a little tired, but I'll
be ok
today.  Drinking lots of Green Tea.

I hope you have a good day today.  I will talk to you later.  I Love
You.

Love,
Paul

That's the end of our emails. He says he's going to try to be more attentive and not take me for granted anymore. But we have this talk a few times a year, and things are good for a while and then go back to the way they were before the talk. I just hope things STAY good this time. He said he's going to take Friday off. We're going to start getting my name changed, and then take a picnic at Metro Beach. I'm looking forward to that .

Paul still hasn't gotten me a wedding present... 12 days after the wedding and now present. He had 6 months to get me a gift and still hasn't gotten it, that upsets me a liittle. He also said he was going to send me flowers but hasn't done that yet... Oh well...

All this aside, I love the man with all my heart and am so happy that I married him. Other then him not being sensitive towards my wants/needs, we're doing great... everything is great.

We're even getting ready to buy a house!!!! We found the house we want, and I'm giving Paul until May 20th to get used to the idea of buying a house and we're jumping on it. I can't wait... I'm so excited!!!

Anyways, this entry is long, so I'm gonna go.

I love Paul with all my heart!!!!!

First day back...

Well, today was my first day back at work. It was kinda rough because Aiden's schedule is thrown WAY off.. so it's going to take some time to get him back on track... other then that it wasn't a bad day.

Jen still doesn't have her car back from the car wreck she had on the 17th. They said it probably won't be ready until the middle of next week, so we had to pick her up from work... but it wasn't that bad.

I don't have to be to work until 830 tomorrow so I get to sleep in an hour... yay!!!

Anyways, as usualy, I'm really tired, so that's it for now...

I'm married!!!

I'm a married woman now... Woo Hoo!!!

The wedding was gorgeous. The week and a half before the wedding was VERY stressful... dealing with my Mom and Granny was horendous... I did all the flower arrangments.

The wedding itself was beautiful. We got married on the peir over the water...

I'm tired now and don't feel like writing a long entry... Just wanted to check in...

Still can't believe I'm married!!!

Oh yea, and my dad walked me down the aisle... I was so happy that he was there... and he was very happy all night also!!!

Wedding Beauty...

The past two days Mom and I have been running around getting all our beauty stuff outta the way. Yesterday I got a pedi, nails, and my eyebrows done. And Momma go her nails and eyebrows done. I spent $70 on my stuff. Today I got my hair trimmed and permed. It looks good but isn't what I wanted. I want big CURLS.. and all I got was waves... I like it, but like I said, it's not what I wanted. So now I still have to curl my hair on Wednesday.

I can't believe the wedding is only a week away... it's crazy. Tomorrow we're going to get started on all the flowers and everything.

I feel like I'm gaining a bunch of weight. I hate it. I hope I don't gain too much and then can't fit into my dress. I was doing so good on my diet and now I'm screwing it up... It sucks... I just have to stop eating Momma's cookin... Lol...

I'm a little ticked off because Yahoo Messenger isn't working here. I don't know why, I can get to websites no problem, but the messengers (even AIM and to play Gin online) doesn't work... it's weird. We can't figure out whats wrong.

I can't wash my hair until around noon on Friday... it's going to be so icky and gross by then... I'm gonna hate it... lol... but I can't wash it for 48 hours.

I came back to the hotel room and took a bath (so I wouldn't get my hair wet) and now I'm just chillin and waiting for "Invasion" to come on. I'm looking foward to it, it hasn't been on in so long.

Anyways, there's not much else going on here....

Oh yea, I did see Jess today.. He's gained alot of weight and is growing a beard... I don't like it... And of course he caused pain... as usual!!

TTYL bye!!!

I'm in AR...

Well, I made it to AR. Both of my flights were on time, and Mom and Granny were there to pick me up. My luggage came out very quickly. We went to Mickey D's and ate. After that we stopped at Blackwell so I could get some Bacardi, but I 'm so tired right now I don't even want a drink.

Then I got checked into my hotel... which was a hassle because they put me in a room without wireless and I asked them to change my room, so they did. The air in this room doesn't work very well... its sooo freakin hott outside and warm in here. So Mom and Andy gace me a fan to use. If the room isnt cool by tomorrow then I'm going to have to change rooms... it sucks.

Then we went to Enterprise to rent me a car but they wouldnt give me one because I didn't have a major credit card (just my bank card) and I didn't have proof of insurance... Well of course I don't have proof of insurance... I dont have a freakin car! I was so pissed. So we went to Ford and I rented a Ford 500 for like 45 dollars a day. Not bad... and I get one free day too.

After I got the car I dropped Mom off at her house and then came back to hotel room (which was still hott) and took a shower and watched TV until 6:45. At 6:45 I left to meet Granny, Momma, and Andy at La Huertas for dinner... it was soooo yummmmmmy!!! I love that place!!!!!

When I left there I went to the new supercenter Wal-Mart here in town and bought a pillow.

Now I'm just sitting on the bed chillin... the fan has made it cooler, but I shouldn't need it. Things keep going wrong... Hotel room, car... what's next... Lol!!! Hopefully nothing else will go wrong.

It's really hot here. It was like 90 today and supposed to be the same the rest of the week... UGH!!!

I miss Paul.. I've talked to him alot though, so that helps. I miss him the most when I'm not doing anything.. of course...

We made love last night... It was GREAT!!! I can't wait to marry that man!!! I love him soo much.. Only about a week left!!

I'm in AR...

Well, I made it to AR. Both of my flights were on time, and Mom and Granny were there to pick me up. My luggage came out very quickly. We went to Mickey D's and ate. After that we stopped at Blackwell so I could get some Bacardi, but I 'm so tired right now I don't even want a drink.

Then I got checked into my hotel... which was a hassle because they put me in a room without wireless and I asked them to change my room, so they did. The air in this room doesn't work very well... its sooo freakin hott outside and warm in here. So Mom and Andy gace me a fan to use. If the room isnt cool by tomorrow then I'm going to have to change rooms... it sucks.

Then we went to Enterprise to rent me a car but they wouldnt give me one because I didn't have a major credit card (just my bank card) and I didn't have proof of insurance... Well of course I don't have proof of insurance... I dont have a freakin car! I was so pissed. So we went to Ford and I rented a Ford 500 for like 45 dollars a day. Not bad... and I get one free day too.

After I got the car I dropped Mom off at her house and then came back to hotel room (which was still hott) and took a shower and watched TV until 6:45. At 6:45 I left to meet Granny, Momma, and Andy at La Huertas for dinner... it was soooo yummmmmmy!!! I love that place!!!!!

When I left there I went to the new supercenter Wal-Mart here in town and bought a pillow.

Now I'm just sitting on the bed chillin... the fan has made it cooler, but I shouldn't need it. Things keep going wrong... Hotel room, car... what's next... Lol!!! Hopefully nothing else will go wrong.

It's really hot here. It was like 90 today and supposed to be the same the rest of the week... UGH!!!

I miss Paul.. I've talked to him alot though, so that helps. I miss him the most when I'm not doing anything.. of course...

We made love last night... It was GREAT!!! I can't wait to marry that man!!! I love him soo much.. Only about a week left!!

9 Days!!!!

9 days until the wedding... I'm getting nervous.

On Friday we looked at some homes. We realllllly like them. It's funny because we didnt like them from the outside, but they're gorgeous on the inside. The neighborhood is a little "Pleasantvilleish" but it grows on ya... Lol... It's cute. And the nice thing is, they have a pool... it's kinda like a condo complex. They're 3-4 bdrms and they all have atleast 2 baths. It's not brick, but its concrete siding... it'd really nice.

Anyways, We just hung out at home on Friday night and watched a movie. We watched "Sound of Thunder". It's a movie based on Ray Bradbury's short story. It was pretty good.

Also on Friday, Paul had a weird eye problem.. Lol. He thought he got something in his eye and it wasn't coming out, so we went to the dr.s after looking at houses. The dr. told us that he had an unlcer in his eye. So they searched for and eye dr. that was open on Good Friday. Finally they found one. Now at this point Paul's eye had been bugging him for about 5 hours. As we're pulling into the eye dr. he says his eye doesnt hurt anymore. We went in anyways. The eye dr. didnt see anything and said it prolly broke loose, so he didnt charge us. Also the reg. dr. gave him a tetanus shot, and didnt charge us.

On Saturday, we went to Beth's. They had a BBQ and Mike's family was there.

The weather has been perfect here. Sunny and 75. Today is a little overcast and cooler... around 50 is the high.

I leave tomorrow for AR. So I've been busy packing and stuff. I"m almost done... just need to wash the jeans I wear today and pack my shampoo and conditioner... Also my B.C. pills.

Anyways, I have to go get started on the frosting for Paul's bday cake, and make Easter lunch. I'm making Cajun Chicken Pasta. That's always a fav, and doesn't take much to make... Lol...

I'll write tomorrow night and try to throuroughly record my wedding experiences in AR...

ONLY 9 DAYS!! WOO HOO!!!!

12 Days!!

12 day's until our wedding... Yay!! I can't wait to have it done and over with. It's so stressful. Mom just called and told me that Grandma M. has been trying to get a hold of for like 2 weeks, but I won't return her calls... well obviously she's been calling the wrong number. So first thing on Monday I'm gonna go see them... ugh... I told Momma that she had to go with me because it'll be like getting thrown to the firing squad and I aint doing that alone. Lol...

I've been really busy trying to get everything ready to leave on Monday. My flight leaves on Monday at 10:15 a.m. I have a short lay over in Chicago and arrive in Little Rock around 1:30 central time. It'll be a long day. I always get stressed when I travel... Always!!

Anyways, I thought I would have more time to do my entry but now I don't. I have to go tanning, shower, and then we're going to look at homes at 1:30. So I'll try to write more later.

Shower...

Okay, so it's been a while since my last entry so this may be long.

First let me start with 18 DAYS!! Woo Hoo!!

I didn't do much on Monday. Just kinda chilled and cleaned a little. And of course I had BA. I did go tanning though.

On Tuesday I worked a full day. Aiden was pretty good though, not really fussy or anything.

On Wednesday I worked in the morning, went tanning, did laundry, watched LOST, and went to bed. Lol...

I know my life sucks!

On Thursday I worked and cleaned.

On Friday... Friday was a fun day. First thing I went to the clinic to pick up my new supply of B.C. Well, when I left home it was POURING down rain.

I also looked at my phone and saw that my dad called... Huh?!?! Yep, that's right... my dad called. Lol.. I couldn't believe it. So I called him to back to see what he wanted and he said "I just wanted to see how everything was going". I couldn't believe. He didnt' call for any specific reason... just to see how thing were going. It shocked the hell outta me. But we had a good 20 minutes conversation. He says he's going to be there. We'll see... I'm actually expecting him to not show up. That was if he doesn't, it doesn't ruin my day. And if he does show... GREAT!

Anyways, at the clinic they told me that they don't carry Mircette anymore, so they switched me back to Aleese. Which is what I was on when I first started B.C..... oh geez.... 5 years ago... Lol...

My period is really heavy today and I'm a little crampy. It's weird... I haven't had a period this heavy in a LONG time. I wonder what's up. It could be the stress of the wedding... I dunno... I do know that next month my period will be heavy again, because it will take a few months for the new B.C. to stabalize in my system. But its weird that its heavy today.

Last night was my shower. It was so much fun. Not like PARTAAY fun... relaxing fun. The shower was at Cyndi's house. So Sally, Hollie, Laura, Cyndi (of course), Michelle, and Tina came. I got there right after Tina and Sally, so Tina did my card reading first. It's just so amazing how she just... knows things... and I'm not kidding... she knows things about yourself that NO ONE else knows. It's weird... kinda freaky... Anyways, she said that Paul and I will have a long happy marraige. She said we have a solid foundation, and room to grow. She also said that I would have some trouble conceiving, but would conceive within 5 years... FIVE YEARS?!??! I don't wanna wait that long... Lol... Anyways, I don't know how much of the stuff she told me I believe, but it is definitly interesting.

Anyways, for the dinner we had veggie lasagna, some kinda pasta soup, salad, and garlic bread... Everything was sooo goooooood. Just amazing. And for dessert we had a very yummy cheesecake.

We pretty much just set around and talked while everyone was getting their readings done. It takes like an hour and a half per reading. I didn't leave until almost 1 a.m. But it was so much fun.

For gifts, I got a really nice cook book, and some really nice picture frames from Hollie, Laura, Cyndi, and Michelle. Tina got us some really yummy smelling apple candles. And Sally got us some glass, those flexible chopping mats, and a silicone spoon and spatula set.

All in all, I had a great time.... Alot of fun...

Today we're going to go to Wal-Mart and get a small dehumidifier for the bedroom. I also want to pick up thank you cards for everyone from last night. Then we might drive around and look at some houses. We still have some wedding stuff that needs to be done. I still have to get tableclothes... We have to finish the favors.... pick out a cake... small stuff like that...

Oh yea, Tina also said that our wedding will go off beautifully. No rain, and no one causing a scene. Woo Hoo!!!

24 Days...

It's been a few days since my last entry.

On Thursday I worked. Aiden was in a very good mood. I worked a long day and didn't get off until 7 that night. It was a very long day and I was tired.

On Friday I did the usual... clean. Lol.. Went tanning, chatted with Nathan. I like chatting with him, he's easy to talk to and an interesting person.

On Friday night we had a horrible storm. It was so scary. Paul called Beth around 730ish and was talking to her and she asked if it was storming here and we said "no, not even rain" but we could hear the rain and thunder from her end of the phone. And she kept saying "OMG, OMG the lightening is so bright." Then about 30 minutes later it started here. The lightening was sooo bad and then thunder was so loud. It was raining so hard we couldn't see the apartments across the way. I was chatting with Nathan so that helped keep my mind off of it, plus we closed the blinds so I couldn't see the lightening as much.

I finally got me some on Saturday. It was nice. Felt reallly good. Lol..

On Saturday we looked at a house. It was nice but not "THE" house. So the search contiues... Lol...

Saturday night we went to Beth's and hung out. The guys watched "Office Space". Beth and I hung out in the basement talkin. Towards the end of the night she was a lil bit drunk and started repeating herself... But that's normal. We also played a short hand of spades. They won... but not by much.

Today we went to Fay and Jerry's. Had sketti with meatballs. It was yummy. Then we went to Wal-Mart got some cat food, ribbon, mascara, a shirt for Paul and a belt for Paul.

Now we're sitting at home doing nothing... Paul's playing neopets and might do some work later and I'm chatting with Nathan and he said something about me learning how to play online pool... should be interesting... Lol

OMG I almost forgot. I called Aunt Sharon today on the way to Fay and Jerry's. I miss her so much. We didn't talk long because she was eating lunch. But we shared some good memories from when I was young. I haven't seen or talked to her since I was like 4 or 5. It was good talking to her. I can't wait to see her in a few weeks... I'm looking foward to it.

We also finished the favors today. Or atleast put the finished ones in the bags. There's only like 7 more that need ribbons and bows and then we'll be all done with the favors. Woo Hoo!! Can't wait to get that out of the way.